1. |
Living Despair
02:51
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This way of living is like I’m spiraling towards pain
All of it’s content is disappointment and shame
One day your humble and say it’s all your fault
next day you wonder if it’s the outsides fault
What fucking life
Is this for
To those that say my life matters what do you mean
Why is your statement so goddamn empty
Do You think pity and signaling will help anything
Goddamn You gotta be fucking shitting me
What fucking life
Is this for
Should I live life
Is this alright
What fucking life
Is this for
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2. |
No Greater Good
02:04
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I’m lost
With politicization
Of our safety
Killing masses
You say
To follow your orders
Stay at home
During foreclosures
We watch
Our people die
From the forces
You have enforced
This shit
Is probably
Truly
Part of this country
Greater goods
For the powers that be
Fragility
Is what we have become
Another day
Another tragedy
Another crime
From our systems
Another election
Another discretion
Another divergence
For distortion
As we shame
As we belittle
As we’re tribal
We become cowards
Our parties
Our liberties
Our democracies
Are the dogmas
Greater goods
For the powers that be
Fragility
Is what we have become
Weakening
Is our right for control
Community
Is divided and fined
Shit
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3. |
How I Got These Scars
01:45
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All these incisions
From a common blade
There was no rational
Expressed self hate
Heavy breathes
Hesitate
Self made wounds
Exposing
Punctured skin
Limbs lacerated
What have I done
This feels dumb
I did this to myself
There’s no relief
I said this won’t happen again
Yet I did it again
I’m in fear
I fear myself
I hate myself
Fucked up myself
Am I weak
Am I strong
Am I in control
Do I want control
My delusions think this is for the better
Wondering whether if this is what I deserve
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4. |
Lucy's Lucidity
02:15
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I refer to her as Lucy
She gives lucidity
Her love isn’t wrong
Yet her lunacy is strong
Lucidity is like shot of dopamine
It’s like a temporary fix for a life deafening
Whether its sex or vice it’s never enough
It never ends cus it’s based on situational luck
She thinks I’m terribly
Yet she’s always coming
Is there a placebo to cover my fuck ups
Or should I succumb depressions lust
Highs and lows
Back and forth
Pulses ricocheting
Swerving in depravity
She is no savior
Lucy ain’t a saint
I’m always seduced by this Lucy
Named lucidity
I refer to her as Lucy
She gives lucidity
Her love isn’t wrong
Yet her lunacy is strong
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